Whiskey Invocations

Interesting day today, realized that sometimes its better to be alive than dead!

The reason why I mention this and even bring this up as a topic on my blogspiz-ot is cause the thought of death has lingered in my mind for quite sometime now, as it has for all of us, don't front! I'm not that only one in here that's pondered it.

Movement from one extreme to the next is indeed a feat, a dizzying one at that, nevertheless one that we all come to face in many different extents of this extremely funny game called "life". Those who have the ability to move faster than others doesn't say more for them and less for those who tend to move slower, everything happens for a reason and people move at their own pace, you know.

My pace, for most who know me and know what I've been going through lately is probably a lot slower than they would prefer, but what can I do, I move when I move. I guess the catalyst for this new found movement came about through the death of someone that I knew of. SARA (r.i.p). I didn't know her well, but the times that we passed each other at the office, something in me just screamed LIFE, and HAPPINESS, and CARING WARM BEING!!! she was all these things wrapped in one life form, she will be missed. Her passing somehow bought about life in many. It was a somber vibe today at the office, OBVIOUSLY! but I couldn't help but to think that she was/is still around, gracing the joint with that friendly smile. Her behaviour and calmness was and still is so soothing.

I'm not really sure how I look at life, I'm even less sure how I look at death now a days as well, the 2 complicate and compliment each other at the same time, it's funny... I often wonder what the day after the day I die will be like, will my real friends stand out, what will my family do? Setai?????? will her curls straighten? Will the "lisztomania" kick in to all that knew me, picture of my face on t-shirts, (lol)... I hope not, I'm not that big of a deal.

Can you dig it?

Peace - J